if you are being hard on yourself over a decision you’ve made in the past because you feel it was a poor decision, just remember that you made the best decision you could for who you were at that moment, and with what information you had available to you – try your best to be forgiving and kind to yourself, and look towards the decisions you have to make, not the ones you’ve already made
get in on that prestige class Cancer Mage. first level ability: you can now ignore all negative effects of any disease.
flip over to the diseases section and get your wizard infected with Festering Anger. bad things about this: you will be constantly angry and covered in boils, some stuff with Will saves. good news! none of that applies to you
advantages: you will now gain cumulative +2 strength every single day
feat: Lost Tradition. you can now base your spellcasting ability on any ability score you choose
pick strength
you are now Muscle Wizard
also the only requirement to contract Festering Anger is to really, really hate someone or something, so you’re basically so angry you’re flexing infinite spellcasting power into existence
Here’s an artsy peak at some giant clams behind the scenes! Their luminous colors and patterns are thanks to tiny, helpful algae that live inside the clams’ tissues.
pervasive doubt 